Would I like to book the treatment?

In October 2009 all the test results came back and I, thankfully am in working order. Apart from a polycystic ovary. But it's just the one and I'm not overly hairy or fat so we won't worry about it.

It's been two or three years since we found out we couldn't conceive naturally and we're both ok with that, it's crap, but we're ok. The desire to have children has also grown on me (although still freaks me out). I feel we've taken our time and I'm a bit more ready than a couple of years ago. I am fully aware that there is never a good time and that is why I am happy to get on with this now and not wait until I'm 30 or over. Plus, Mr IVF is in his mid-30s.

So in December I have another appointment with the fertility specialist. Mr IVF doesn't attend and I think this makes me feel a bit neglected and like he doesn't care but I know that's not the case. He hasn't attended the other two meetings and truthfully he's not really needed there (besides moral support? She tells me that we can go ahead with treatment and would I like to book it?

Would I like to book it?

She asks me twice, I think my first yes must have been unconvincing! I say yes again, I hope with more enthusiasm. It's not that I don't want to do it, it's just VERY TERRIFYING.